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3. July 2016

Germany has won the soccer game last night.

The sun is shining in a cloudless sky this morning.

My appartment looks so much more presentable than ever before.

Memories of the past don’t hurt as much as they used to. It’s been 3 years and 3 months since my life got turned around in the most unthinkable and unexpected way and I became a widow.

The feeling of eternity stayed. The anguish over waiting has found new answers. It doesn’t annoy me anymore. My sense of time and the feeling of urgency have given room to the vast confidence that everything will be all right in the end, and if something is not alright yet, it’s not the end yet. That simple.

Depression is not just a mental disorder that comes out of the blue. It has many reasons and many faces. And there are clear solutions to it and there’s a clear physical sensation that goes with feeling healthy and happy again.

Took me quite a while to find out about all this, but it was worth it. What a relief. image

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